SAYIN' WHAT I NEED TO SAY

There has never been a time where I have been more in tune with the un-commonsense of self, with wealth edited by self pitty. I love hard, its the reason I feel shitty. I pray that stupidity isnt an inheritable trait, past the act of making my mistakes seem like fate, fast forwarding through my blues to problems I can use to help me grow. Only light in a room of dark shadows, black paper written with clear ink, hoping the secrets wont get leaked. CAUTION! Written on a place I called home.....wonder why I feel alone. I scream HELP but the words come out wrong lead broke on the pencil, no time for a song. Looking for peace trying to cope with the site of rejection in an evening gown greeting me with a smile. I say what I need to say. I say it in a crowd!Past pretending and invisible worlds I break down barriers and allow screams I create a world of my own and find peace. I say what I want to say not what they teach. ONE LUV