SAYIN' WHAT I NEED TO SAY

There has never been a time where I have been more in tune with the un-commonsense of self, with wealth edited by self pitty. I love hard, its the reason I feel shitty. I pray that stupidity isnt an inheritable trait, past the act of making my mistakes seem like fate, fast forwarding through my blues to problems I can use to help me grow. Only light in a room of dark shadows, black paper written with clear ink, hoping the secrets wont get leaked. CAUTION! Written on a place I called home.....wonder why I feel alone. I scream HELP but the words come out wrong lead broke on the pencil, no time for a song. Looking for peace trying to cope with the site of rejection in an evening gown greeting me with a smile. I say what I need to say. I say it in a crowd!Past pretending and invisible worlds I break down barriers and allow screams I create a world of my own and find peace. I say what I want to say not what they teach. ONE LUV

THEY DON'T REALLY CARE ABOUT US

Education the mother of our generation,nursed us as youth brought us up with some truth, but neverthe FULL story.Tried to eliminate those who they felt wouldn't succeed.Why waste time watering dead seeds?

They say, " Why buy books if they can't read? If they want to go,why don't we let them leave? With the rot out the way it's better air to breath.I knew from the beginning THEY wouldn't succeed."

We say, " I don't care about school or what they think. Getting a diploma, what's it gonna prove? It don't get you nowhere on the streets. They don't need us its plenty of other people that want to learn about THEIR history, they don't need me."

I say, " An ignorant generation falls short of an education a wise government makes more rules, makes it impossible to go to school.Self taught fools break rules and use schools as a cover.Government names you radical! They try to turn your whole learning process on sabbatical.I have not perfected the Thee's and Thou's and taken trips.But in the corners of the book I find Bliss. Don't judge me by my hairstlye or choice of clothing.Knowledge can be found anywhere depending on the soul you're searching.Lost particles of someones shattered dreams, recycled daily by the system, try to get 'em back but by the time you've turned around you've missed 'em.Blocking your view they don't want you to succeed.THEY DON'T REALLY CARE ABOUT US!Was writinng on MJ's sleeve now he's six feet deep and who are we to believe? Stop making excuses don't try, just do!You leave your fate in the hands of your enemy and you call THEM fools....

IT'S TIME TO FIGHT BACK!

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Who's gonna run this town?

A fool in love plays the game until she is ready to get out of his lane. - Adriana (me)

I guess you could say that I was a fool in love. I mean I did love and I was a fool about it so I would see how I could fall into that category. I played the game did what I thought was right, stayed up all night tryna make it work. But the thing is, it wasnt meant to work in the first place. I listend so intently that I thought he knew me better than I knew myself, I thought man he really gets me. Not realizing that the generalizations he used just didn't describe me but every woman that ever lived! LOL I can laugh about it now because I am over it. I was getting psyched out of the me I would become. The ME that I see now. After a while a girl gets tired of the closed mouth open legs trick that takes hold of the emotional struggle of a woman. Its just more to life then a man and sex. With foolish adventures in my past and success in my future, I must say I learned my lesson. Now that love is out of the way for the time being I am just focused on ME. It's not a time for second guessing, I had my fun now it's time for business. Now, all that know me know that I am not a Jay-Z fan I think his music is cool just don't like him as a person, but I respect his business. And his new single 'Run This Town', is my theme song, I will no longer be distracted by anyone or anything.

"Life’s a game but it’s not fair

I break the rules so I don’t care

So I keep doing my own thing

Walking tall against the rain

Victory’s within the mile

Almost there, don’t give up now

Only thing that’s on my mind

Is who gon’ run this town tonight."

I RUN THIS TOWN!

Destination....$THE TOP$

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I Noticed

My Eyes say what I choose not to think.....

If only I could go back in time...maybe he could have been WE.

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