Tuesday, March 8, 2011

Loves Truest Form.....

Man the funny thing about love is you never know when it will hit. Not a time, date, place, nothing all you know is once you encounter it you cant go back to the way you used to be. Now three years ago I would have sworn up and down that I was madly in love in what I thought was the relationship of a lifetime but now looking back on my niieve ways I see it was nothing more than physical acceptance that I mistaked for love. LOL now its funny really. I mean no one could tell me anything I just knew that he was the guy of my dreams but what I failed to realize was while I was sleep he was wide awake smh. I learned a lot from that relationship honestly I did. Now I have been in a beautifully commmitted relationship with a MAN that is more than just a friend but a counselor, a mentor, and my best friend. He has always been there for me no matter what. He and I have been through hell and back with our families...well mostly mine accepting the fact that he is not of the same race as I, but with great persistance and dedication we have made it to a beautiful two years :) I would have to say next to God he is one of the greatest things that have happened to me. As I write this I am crying tears of joy. Just the thought of this man puts a smile on my face. Today he and I both decided to give our lives to God for the second time and it felt so good its like the last piece of our puzzle was filled and that is one of the best feelings in the world. He and I have had our fights, breaks, and resume's lol but at the end of the day we know what we mean to each other and that along with god is what has kept us together this long. Now I don't know what the future holds no matter how much I kneel and pray but I know that as long as I have God my family and him I am complete :) that is all there is to it. Love conquers all things and with those three I can take over the world.
I Love You Chiemela Nwulu with everything that I am :) MUAHHHHH!!!! ONE LUV