My Me

So many times I have wondered..

Who am I?

Just until a couple of days ago I couldn't even begin to give an answer.

I knew what I was told so naturally it was what I believed.

Looking at myself for who I really am showed me this: I am the saint and the sinner because my thoughts fall short of my actions at times,

I am the resurrected, born again christian that dosent believe in religion. I am the wise man and the fool all in one flesh.

I am the mathematician with applied application and perseverance.

I am she which you love to hate but can't help to love because of fate.

I am that faith wished upon by the hopeless and sorrowful.

I am that barrier between you and that true connection.

I am my own enemy and your worst because my mindset has been cursed. I am the song that won't escapse your mind.

I am the dust, I am the grass in which you trust your feet.

I am the wind in which your eye gates are never satisfied changing opinion with every new blow. I am the sea peaceful and calm though pushed to my limits I can kill.

I am made in my fathers image, his best work yet in tanted perception.

I am who you want to be, who you want to see, I am ME.......My Me.

****I found this poem in my old journal the other day and I decided to share it with my blog family, hope you enjoy :)**** ONE LUV

The Reason Why I am Stuttering.....

In all my life I have never been able to say that I love someone as much as I love you. At times it gets to be too much even for myself but I can't just walk away. THe way you say my name when you've had a long day or how you kiss my forehead with so much passion. Honestly it makes no sense to me. The reason you love me that is.....I mean I am very bossy I tend to be stuburn and bull headed. I never quit or give up on anything when we argue, I always try to find a way to be right. I have a tendency to cry when I hear a certin song and I think of you. This love thing to me is so new and up until now very much so unwanted.ONE LUV